Still cruising through uncertainsville

Some one once said to me "were all heading to uncertainsville,which we know nothing about apart from the fact that were scared s***less of it but its whether we decide to travel in a leopard print,star studded ocean liner' that makes all the difference"

So here i am begining to build that dream boat,the first leg of the journey was shaky. Little things kept putting holes in my boat like i was learning to drive, trying to pick up Malay again,missing my friends and lifestyle id left behind and looking for work just little everyday things that i had to learn how to just to function.One issue that really got to me and sticks out in my memeory still was posting a letter something the average child knows how to do,but here in this land me,at 22 years of age had to relearn.I guess the most challnging step was to admit i had no clue how to function,it was like learning to walk again.I had no idea what i wanted to do so i couldnt follow a plan of action without a destination.

Slowly things have come together and im learning to take one thing at a time,so like an octopus in disguise with each tentacle occupied with something along the way im learning to put things down and use all my tentacles to concentrate on one situation at a time im lumbering through life at a faster more efficiently.I have stumbled across a wonderful idea,to live life as i want,so here it goes grabbing life by the balls with all my tenticles.